Your mind is truly your worst enemy

Your brain is working against you. When you fall asleep, that large organ that is pumping to keep you alive inside your head is thinking (ha ha) of ways to make you terrified. What i'm talking about are bad dreams and nightmares. Every part of your body is supposed to be WITH you, working to keep you healthy and happy. Not your dome, though. As soon as you fall asleep it remembers all of the things that you talked/thought about earlier that day. It remembers all of your greatest fears and all of the things that have recently been bothering you. After it gathers all this important information, it puts it into a tiny film to be shown inside your head that will either terrify you, make you uncomfortable, or make you very sad. Thanks, brain, I thought we were buds.

Cancer Zodiac Sign

"You are extremely receptive to your environment and the people around you, and will often ‘pick up’ people’s energies, moods and thoughts. This ability serves you well; your intuition about people is quite often correct."

My whole life i've been able to immediately tell how people are feeling. The characters this applies to is very broad: it could be someone i've only just met and is always definitely someone that i've known for a long time. Not only this, but the majority of the time i'm also able to tell what a person is thinking and/or planning. Not because I claim to be psychic or anything, but simply because I stay very aware of my surroundings and I watch other people and their actions, movements, expressions, and so on. This has helped me a great deal in my life, but it has also been (at times) a negative effect. I have been able to "foresee" a certain outcome or motive of an individual, tried to alert others, and have had it blown up in my face. This has been going on my entire life, positive and negative reactions to my awareness and knowledge of the human mind. The stars attribute it to my zodiac, and that may be true, but I believe it's simply that I keep an open mind and am always studying others. Not only this, but I think about what I would normally do in the same situation and apply it to my "research".

I guess why i'm writing this is because lately there's been an individual that has alerted me many times through actions and speech that they are up to no good. I have warned another individual this could effect, but they don't seem to get it. I definitely don't want to be right in this certain situation, I would much rather be wrong because i don't want the negative outcome to happen. Maybe this is my way of saying "I know what you're doing, you had better stop" without being a gigantic know-it-all bitch, ya know?

d00dz

I'm totally dating my best friend of over a year, weirdz.

Carla Bruni (former first lady of France)

I'd buy it

Funny

How you gonna win

when you ain't right within?

still shots from the last supper

Gwon Osang

This photographer has taken 3D imaging to a whole new level, and I think it's fantastic. What he does may not seem amazing on paper (he takes multiple images of subjects and then recreates it in 3D form) but in person these pieces are extraordinary. I will definitely be expirementing with stuff like this in the future.

Just a Thought

When girls are inaccurately proportioned it grosses me out. Specifically when a skinny girl, or normal sized girl has gigantic boobs. If you are a big-boned girl and you have breasts to match, that's great for you, you're gorgeous:) If you are skinny/small and have slim-to-no breasts, congratulations, you make the cut:)

However, if you are smaller and you have gigantic tits then you gross me out. In reality, I think that you are "MORE woman than normal", which basically translates to you remind me of a period/I automatically think you are on your menstrual cycle 24/7. THAT grosses me out and makes me glad that I do not have big boobs and I am not you.

I'm behind the camera

Party it up

Do not watch this film

Oh my god, like I totally love Girl Talk and am like totally going to be stylin' for him. He thinks i'm hot, it's all about style.

Bloody Nose #25

Boy you just a stupid bitch and girl you're just a no good dick

I've been re-listening to a lot of the old music I was really into my freshman and sophomore year of high school. I have to say, it's coming back around and I love that I still remember all the lyrics, it's refreshing. That and it leaves me time to deal with all my recent downloads, instead of adding more to my gigantic fucking library that I haven't been able to sort through for the past few weeks. I hate when i realize i'm only working against myself.

That being said, here's my "Things I love Thursday", but on Friday, and in list form (thx Dara)

- Dexter : this has got to be the best show i've ever watched. It's better than LOST, and that's saying a whole god damn lot. I watched the entire first season back in the day, but I only just got around to finishing the 2nd. Cannot wait to get my hands on the 3rd!

- Baking, need I say more?

- Making people hate me. I must be doing something right if i've got a bunch of bitches on my balls, right? So refreshing.

- Having more twitter followers than Mick does

- Staying in during the weekends and just chilling with good friends in the dorm. DC is great, but it's really relaxing to not have to take the bus to the metro, the metro to whatever stop, and then still walk a couple of blocks after that. City, I love you, but you are a hassle.

- THRIFTING. My next post will be all my fantastic buys from my outing last weekend, I promise. Lisa, you will die

- Walking on Mt. Vernon. That stop is gorgeous architecture-wise, and the streets are alive with so many people doing so many different things. There are parts of DC where you feel kind of iffy because there's absolutely no one around, but this area is always filled with hustle and bustle, but not cars, it's great. The landscape is gorgeous too with the cherry blossoms at this season

- CHERRY BLOSSOMS

- Talking shit. There's nothing like a good mouth-vent. And what better to talk about than stupid people? Everyone talks shit, even if they don't admit it. What's wrong, though, is when whatever someone says is a lie. Don't make up shit, just voice your opinion on the truth, even if it is none of your business. It's a part of life and the sooner everyone learns that the better. "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words may never hurt". Damn straight, stop being a pussy.

- My kittahs, I can't wait to get home and love them

I realized

not only about myself, but about every individual human being, that we all have amazing stories to tell. Not like we've all gone through war, lost limbs, saved babies, and had an amazing love story or anything. But, at least ONCE in our lives something interesting, or sad, or amazing (etc) has happened. 

So I've decided i'm going to start writing down my short stories. Both as they happen, and ones that I remember from the past. Maybe i'll blog about them, or maybe i'll keep them to myself, I don't know. But I do know that I have some VERY interesting stories to take note of, and I'm going to start. I'm really excited to get going, and really excited to see where this all ends up.

CODY STEELE, everybody

Best Friend II

I'z Weirdz